Sometimes i give my best,Expecting the best in return,Retrogressing to the days of barter,I struggle so hard to please,To put smiles in the people i love,Or we imagine i love,I sacrifice my integrity at the stake of illusions,I pronounce everyone trustworthy untill proven o'wise,I lose friends for a friend,I strain my heart to care for the uncarable,I get baptised through pain daily,If only to